Dragging my mind 6 feet behind...
Come get high with me and let's make all the money and run away from home...lol...jus sayin
Stacks of greedy green in shoeboxes Mirrored lines of 4am intoxicated slurred words Postcard scribbles of pill popped poetry Burnt out animosity and watching the sunrise Years of game in hotels with my hoe tales How can I write to your reality what this cage on display does to you Pen to paper blurred in … Continue reading It’s a lonely place to be on loan
Storming outside like the hurricane incessantly hijacking my mind cycloning for the millionth time I'm back to faking I love my life still so repressed no sex chin up be a good girl clean up the mess Faking I’m no mess on my knees gagging so sweetly giving it up freely to him but only … Continue reading My whole life is a TW…
DMT and blast off to another dimension with me?
Im a psych ward mess No meds The circus begins Pressured thoughts Circled walks Stabbed his face Racing time Slit my wrists No blood exists Trust me when i say don’t trust me Bumping out my bag Drinking out my bottle Sweaty palms gripping pills Self medicated sexually frustrated 5150 again Public acts of disgrace … Continue reading It’s a Joke…
Tie me up fuck me up ruck it up freaks in sheets and beats we weave minced words chopped and screwed to fuck to while we fuck two
Drown in love and lust then comes blood and guts. The broken heart chest pains are worse than any physical pain I endure and then I go numb the heart and brain with ghb, dmt and weed and liquor messing up my own head choosing what meds I’ll take and how much to take cuz fuck what the doctors say its my way it’s not me it’s him that should be drowning in a cage. But I go back for more so who’s to blame but the whore.
Once upon a time Maybe all made up in my mind Made it rhyme Everytime No no no I hate things that rhyme Nevermind Out of order Labeled my brain by someone with a framed piece of bullshit paper I tell this man what to do Psycho analyzed my assStaring at my tits I laugh … Continue reading Mania is a Bitch
Death has no hold on me, no fear when you’ve been there Why do I fear to fly high to live life I can lose it all so why not let go I mean you’ve already been dead awoke restrained to a bed Why shrink to fit in why tip toe when I’ve stomped thru … Continue reading Kitten and 42,000 Ideas
Are you a bad batch like me Computer fuxin Brain busted Bloody beaten Eye popped leg missing arm eaten Cannibalism Wrists slit and a joint no pot to piss in Shittin in them Livin another day break don’t break the pain Still won’t break beaten broke down Jaw wired no spoon just straws and feeding … Continue reading Bad Seed
Lies, lust and whiskey
High, how are you? How high are you?
My soul stays wrapped around this pole Golden rod sky high Glimmer and shine Covered in grime Dirty dead presidents and plastic shine XXX scenes and bruised knees Sweat and cum and behind the green door for the world to see VIP curtains close red lights say go The hunt the catch the money the … Continue reading Sky higH
The rear view mirror haunts me My demons running after me No I'm not scared of ghosts or the people under the stairs It's my brain in a cage Waiting on bail Kitten clawing at the front door Let me in Let me out Sexually repressed dominatrix Come hunt me down Tie me up Bail … Continue reading no more bullshit
This is all bullshit So fuck it up My mind vomited over and over thru this typed trash Therapy. Bullshit too I'd rather write it out and tell it to myself Know thyself This is how I know me Pen to paper I hate Fucking typing Hilarious thing is I've got notebooks and journals and … Continue reading Crap
It’s for me not you But if it’s in you This is for you too Don’t take it literal Just have seat at my dinner table Whats on the menu Filet mignon and lobster naw, just some shit in my head Grilled hearts in flames Plastic heels in a cage My brain on a page … Continue reading Welcome to the Shit Show
Close your eyes, turn down the lights, I know you’re scared, paralyzed in bed, don’t worry baby, This can take away the crazy, just drink these words, you can roll up the rhymes, make the lines into bumps, I’ve got some pills that’ll give you chills, inhale new beats, it’ll help you sleep, your brain … Continue reading Sleeping with the big bad Wolf